illusio
“You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.”
— Looking for Alaska, John Green. (via narriko)
November 2011
1 post
September 2011
1 post
July 2011
1 post
“When I’m 80 years old and sitting in my rocking chair, I’ll be reading Harry Potter. And my family will say to me, “After all this time?” And I will say, “Always.”
—Alan Rickman (via ginakage)
June 2011
2 posts
why do i bother?
i have no idea. i am invisible, nothing. why even carry on breathing. no-one cares, no-one would notice.
“When in doubt, shut the fuck up.”
—Anita Blake (via karsch)
May 2011
6 posts
“Humans almost never look up. Millions of years of evolution had conditioned us to ignore the sky. Nothing was big enough to take us from above.”
—The Lunatic Cafe by Laurell K. Hamilton (via horriblycheerful)
“We couldn’t imagine the emptiness of a creature who put a razor to her wrists and opened her veins, the emptiness and the calm.”
—The Virgin Suicides | Jeffrey Eugenides. (via blowbyblow-)
insanity
can be like an old friend.
hello. i missed you.
how come...
… you don’t blog any more?
… you don’t talk to me any more?
… you don’t seem to even care?
… you wouldn’t even notice if……
never mind.
“Sometimes all you need to get someone out of your head is to remind yourself who you are — who you really are, not who they think you are, or who they think you think you are, but you, the real you.”
—Anita Blake (via karsch)
April 2011
16 posts
“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”
—Author Unknown (via ilovecerealkillers)
“Did you know if you lick cream off your iPhone screen that the phone reacts as if you touched it with your finger? Theoretically, you could work phone by licking it. Not recommending it, just saying.”
—Laurell K. Hamilton, Author (via lilwhee)
“There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever. It doesn’t mean you won’t hurt each other. It just means you love them.”
—Anita Blake, Incubus Dreams, Laurell K. Hamilton, pp. 421 (via carringt0n)
i don't care
really, i don’t. really. i mean it. i don’t care that you choose to mess your life up, again, that you choose to trust where none has been deserved. seriously, why would i? it’s your life, if you choose to let that person mess up again, and again, and again, and again, and still forgive? your call. totally your call.
oh they’ve changed this time? like the last time? and the time before that? and the next time?
no.
once an abuser, always an abuser. once a hitter always a hitter. and once an adulterer, then always an adulterer.
they don’t change. they won’t change.
it’s a power game and they win, you lose.
every time.
someone pass the meds?
no
no
no
no
no
just
no.
fantasising
just chilling out and letting my imagination entertain my hormones…..
fantasising can be so much fun, you should try it, i should do it more.
maybe? … no. perhaps not.
“Hope is a lying bitch”
—Anita Blake (via dontgetyourhopestoohigh) not sure which book, but yeah, so true.
